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HOW WILL I COPE? – Episode 5

KAFAYAH {Ummu Yaseer} It has been almost a month now that I have been troubling my mind with the thought of my husband marrying a second wife. I am just imagining how it is going to look like. “My romantic marital life going down the drain just like that? I can’t even imagine it… It […]

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HOW WILL I COPE? – Episode 4

ABDURRAHMAN {Abu Yaseer} Just opening my eyes, I hear the Adhan. I check my watch, it is almost time for Fajr Salat. I get up, walk into the bathroom to perform Wudh’u. Back into the room, I catch sight of my wife, still sleeping soundly like a baby. She is so fragile, easily gets hurt. […]

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HOW WILL I COPE? – Episode 3

KAFAYAH {Ummu Yaseer} I am a woman of the Deen, I admit! I understand this Deen very well, Alhamdulillah! I am quite aware that polygamy is legalised and accepted by Allah! I also want to be patient and accept this like most of the Sahabiyyats and the pious women out there but I’m just finding […]

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ADDENDUM

It’s a Friday night, looming with murky ambiance, but the cool humidity keeps apportioning freshness. Unable to sleep – anxiety eating me up like a corroded metal so I close up my glass-windows, fold up the curtains and put on my reading lamp. Behind the table, I sit, opening a fresh page in my journal. […]

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ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 26

The same day, the night finally falls. Hearing Ashraf’s tasleem, I quickly start hiding all my loitering and hanged underwear inside my big box. I sweep the floor and keep everything in place except I don’t make the bed. Why? Because I feel awkward about it. Rodiah and Idayah barge in. “Through? You haven’t made […]

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ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 25

Following my Level Adviser’s advice, I’ve been searching for a spouse before my age will become a disadvantage. I meet two brothers from my brother but none ever work out; one lies that he has never married but turns out he did aqid nikkah with a sister and divorced her after passing sequence of nights […]

35 min read

ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 24

A visit to my Level Adviser adds an instruction to my life; being a single mother could be a characteristic setback when it comes to seeking a good spouse but the only opportune advantage I have right now, which she couldn’t realize until it was late, was being young – she got married in her […]

37 min read

ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 23

“Why didn’t you tell me about this earlier? A week has passed Mar’yam,” Idayah asks, highly concerned. “Why should I when you’ve been grieving?” “Mar’yam has told me not to grief for more than three days and I’ve been doing just that! And now you are adding to my grief.” “I’m sorry. I thought it […]

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ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 22

Life is like a moving train which we board separately but would alight at different destinations. Even though we are on the same journey, we tread on various routes for different durations. Forgotten our mortality, we live like immortals then what would be our fate when the reality dawn on us? The destroyer of pleasure […]

31 min read

ESCAPE FROM THE BOTTOMLESS PIT – Episode 21

It is almost 11pm, the call I just received keeps me awake, worried, tossing and turning in bed; Idayah has just told me that Mar’yam is sick, her quivering voice described how serious it could be without asking. She couldn’t talk much so I promise to pay them a visit tomorrow. “We might be home […]

36 min read
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